Wednesday, September 13, 2006

?Love and loss?

I am in Malta as I write this, it is two days since I heard the news that two of my best friends have been killed in a crash on the M6 motorway. I don't know what to say or do, I have been in a daze ever since. I am holding myself together, for the sake of everyone else on the holiday, two of Shelagh's friends, our friend Ian and Shelagh's brother and his partner.

All I know is my heart is in over a billion pieces, my brain is in a termoil and I feel like I have been hit by a tree.

I loved Matt and Chris like brothers, I respected them and shared some amazing times, I just need time and space to let this news sink in, I need to get back to the UK and see Heidi, Al, Steve and Viv. I need to go to my Church and just be there.